Hi there.... this site is still under construction so some of the pages are still missing and nothing is final

Diary

this page is a sort of online diary where i share my thoughts, feelings and interests... be warned that i will talk about topics that may trigger some people like self harm and other mental illness related things... this is in no way intended to romanticise these issues... it's only an outlet for me to talk about my problems

03 Aug 2022

New Website Layout Lesgoo

yooo...
guess what...
finally i decided to change my melody gigant hotsprings design...
the last design really cute... but its limited...
its time to make a change...

i was planning to do responsive modern looking one...
i use lot of design from the old v1.0 ...
but with a generic 3 column layout...
the melody gigant hotsprings v3.0 has born...

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but after creating the prototype... its feel like... not a personal web anymore...
its cute but... no.. i dont like it anymore lol...
it might be good for another project maybe...
but for now im just gonna put that on this document...


i really like the v2.0 wavy border...
well... im just gonna improve v2.0 then...
and call it v2.1...

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lets see...
in v2.0 the background is in single big image...
and i only have one big single box in the middle

ok lets fix that...

since i cant create the border procedurally...
it just gonna be a static in size...
also i dont really care about responsive...
so thats not a problem...


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instead of single page now all box is individual image...
thats mean i can put it in any order i like...

i also increase the width too...

for the content...
i decided to make it all inside a scrollable div like this...

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all of my weblog now rename into big single diary
no more single page for every post...

i also create document where i make unusual post that didnt fit in diary...
much like shrine in v2.0
oh i also put the old content there too...

i remove the guestbook and chatbox for now...
since the backend are gone... and i havent create another one...
i might use another service instead of make my own this time....

overall i really like this design...
i cant wait to push the design to main branch...

02 Aug 2022

Stupid Webhost Provider

hi there...
its been a while...

a lot of things have happened...
like a LOT...

i havent update my web for a very long time...
my last post was 3 month ago...

ah.. yess... 3 months ago
that was the time where my backend stuff got completely gone...
its not my fault.. its my stupid webhost who did it...

you see...
one day i got this email from my webhost provider...
they said they wanted do some server migration...
so the service might be down to 2x24 max...

thats fine... they did that in the past too...
i have no problem...

so i wait...

one day passed...

my website is still down...
ok... they might need more time...
thats fine...

another day passed...

i check in the morning...
oh and my website is back up...
but... there is something weird...

why is it showing the default page...
by default i mean default template like whenever you bought a webhost for the first time...

ok... thats weird... really weird...
lets check the admin panel...

oh wow... why is my disk usage so low...

and yess... it really happened...

my data is gone... all of them...
all database... all files...

for some reason my account got reset...

i didnt have any backup for all my backend and database stuff...
i only have this frontend web which i store on github... thats it....

idk what todo... i wait for another two days after that...
hoping that they would fix that... but no its still not fixed...

i contact them via support email...
they said the migration failed... and some data got lost...
tf... the only compensation i got is 3 month expansion...

i dont want expansion i want my data back...
there is nothing they can do about that... like bruh...

at least say that we should create backup first when they want to do the server migration...
they didnt mention any possibility that data might get lost in the first email...

it was a really tough time...
i took me like a month to get over that...

09 May 2022

Hosting my own analytic

i personally didnt like analytic
google analytic to be more precise
its too bloated for me...

i didnt need that much...
i just need a really basic...
im talking about page visitor...
just that is more than enough...

neocities already have built in page stats...
but its too simple...
its only show page visitor for a whole site...

i want to see individual page stats...
thats why i want to host my own analytic


i found lot of cool and simple open source web analytic...
but i didnt have lot of choices...

i only have really small vps...
i use that for my micro tools...
i didnt have enough resource to host web analytic there...

but i do have shared hosting...
i can use any of php based web analytic...
then i found Open Web Analytic

08 May 2022

Getting into Kancolle again

Ohhh... my...

ive been playing Kancolle again for this past few days...
i know this game is addicting...

you can play it forever basically...
there is no resources limit... like the other games...

well you can runs out the resources...
but i never actually runs out...

i didnt finish event world or do large sortie...
i just get what i needed...

this game is awesome... i love it...
ive been playing it since the flash game era...
its amazing how this game improved over time...


ive been leveling my ship non stop this few days...
mainly my DE ship...

i only have 4 DE ship...
its all low level...

i really struggle with submarine enemy...
thats why i need to leveling my DE...
its much more easier to get Opening ASW with DE ship...
i believe you only need 60+ ASW ...
while DD and CL need 100+ ASW....

leveling DE really pain in the back...
i didnt have any good OASW ship...
i cant leveling in world 7...

instead i leveling in world 1-5
the exp are really low there...
but if i do complete the boss node...
its actually not a bad farm site...

doing this leveling really drain my fuel...
i use more than i can regenerate...
but i still have a lot...so its not a big problem...

well... its problem for future me...
if i want to do multiple heavy ship sortie...

01 May 2022

Get back to drwaing

ahh...
its feels good after you take break
from something you always do...

yes... im taking some break from drawing...
well not full break...i still do my monthly commision
i still need the money lol...

i didnt work on any personal project...
for about a 3 month i guess...
i used that time to do mostly programming...

heck i had a lot of fun...
i learn new cool stuff...
new community... new framework...
and lot of cool stupid project im working on...

ill definitely gonna write all my finding to this weblog soon
but now im in the middle of reformating some of
this website structure... just to make it easy
to both navigate and develop in the future...
so i didnt write it now...


right... today topic is not about programming
its time i get back to drawing...
i started back my daily upload again...

of course if you want to see it...
add me as a friend in facebook...
i rarely upload my art content to any other site than facebook

thats remind me...
did i put any of my social in this website??
i guess i didnt lol...well whatever...

anyway... i start by drawing a simple
character from game that i really love...
yup.. rune factory...to be precises Amber...

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to be honest... doesnt look good at all...
i didnt really like it...

soo.. in the same day... draw Amber again...
but this time i really put my soul into it...

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thats what im talking about...
its much more better now that i get used to the pentab again...
im feeling really hype right now...
so again... still in the same day...
i did it again...

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welp... looks like im out of stamina...
im so tired in the end of that day...
then i decided to stop there....

ok...
next day...
i learn my lesson...
im still recovering my skill again...
this time lets dont over doing it again...

lets draw my own character instead...

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yess... simple line...
not really smooth line but ok...
just to train my hand again...
and most important... i didnt do coloring lol...
im not lazy.. ok... its too maintain my stamina...
while recovering my skill...

my coloring is not that great anyway...
im always focusing on lining instead of color...

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my character again but this time her old design...
it turn out really well...
i like it...

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still same character but this time its her valkyrie mode...

and last...

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its Neive... a gender bend version of my friend lol...

29 Apr 2022

Another massive change

well... well.. well...
looks like i switch back using hugo lol...

its not that i dislike my own site generator...
im also didnt dislike hugo anymore...

idk why...
but... after creating my own site generator
i realized... there is a lot todo...

i spent more time improving my site generator
than working on my own site...

when i first start creating my own site generator...
i did that because i didnt like how hugo handle the template...

so i create my own...
then i have full control of how everything works

it was amazing... but i run into issue...
i havevnt properly implement cache system...

so everytime there is change... it need some time to render...
and my site gen really take a long time to generate full site...
its not really optimized for live reloading...
which is very essential for webdev in my opinion...

and at this time im also start understand
why hugo handle template the way it is...

so made a decision...
i want to switch back to hugo...
and i did... it really easy to migrate all my content to hugo...
since my site generator basically using same format as hugo
i took lot of hugo feature as inspiration...

it didnt took very long time... just some rename and small tweak
im also figured out some problem i had
when using hugo back then...

i dont know what im going to do with my site generator...
probably just abandoned it....

i hope i didnt need to change to another site generator...
im tired... i just want to make website... write stuff
and do whatever i like...

23 Jan 2022

Melody's Note #1

  • Giving lot of people hope is really amazing... but also terrifying...
  • it keep happening...an hour became a day... a day became a week...it keep going...
  • trap in the past...looking for and old gems
  • such a wonderful moment... we just having fun all day

22 Jan 2022

Its been a year already

ugh...
its been a year already...
that means i need to paid the backend server... ouch...

seriously tho...
i didnt expect ill keep this website project alive for a year...
i know its still not finished yet...
there is still lot of placeholder texts and images...

but you see... i rarely continue my project any further like this one...
usually i just abandon the project and move to other cool stuff that i found...

i really love how this website...
im gonna keep continue working on this website...

23 Dec 2021

git push force my problem away

i usually put all my random project in a single repo
its called random-crap ...
pretty unique name right...

it kinda become really bloated now...
sometimes i forgot to gitignore a large temp file...
and it end up lost deep inside commit

that big file cause the repo become really big in size...
and im to lazy to filter that file to reduce the size...

why not just git push force everything and start from zero
i mean... this is just a random-crap after all...

i didnt really need to store old commit...
i just want quickly backup my random crap...

so that what i did...
i remove .git folder... re init git...
and just force push my problem away...

i already clean up all the junk...
so its much more managable now...

14 Dec 2021

Feeling bit sick

ugh...
i dont feel well this few days...

my stomach hurt sometimes...
even yesterday i almost vomit...

i bought my fav snack few days ago...
it is just a cookie snack

it taste bit different than usual...
the expired date is March 2022...
so i should be fine... right?

but it still taste bit different....
after eating that snack...
the next day my stomach start hurt...

the cookie might be the cause...
im pretty sure...